I am currently getting to know parts of me that I never knew really existed. If you know me you know how consumed I got in my past relationships. I never put myself first which blinded me to life and many experiences (mentally, socially, and emotionally). After my relationship ended, it gave me the feeling that I lost energy and emotion on the wrong situations and/or people. Where if I had put more of that attention on myself I would have came to this realization a bit sooner, but its never too late. I am a caring, loving, and emotional human but when I demonstrate those characteristics to myself it is a foreign feeling. It is something I will not regret because I am investing in the creation and discovery of myself. Loving myself to the point where I do not feel like I need another half to love me as equally as I love myself. That has to be better than any other feeling that I have felt. I get to discover worth and set standards all over again but not for my current happiness but for the future, no rush! I get to focus on things that essentially will make me a better person now. I get to focus on me, on positivity, on friendships, and so much more! Realizing potential is liberating, it is exciting. Those who stuck around me through it all get to see and experience a side of me that they have been waiting for. What a great way to end a chaotic year. To new beginnings and to freedom.
Kisses and hugs.
Rancis
