I am currently getting to know parts of me that I never knew really existed. If you know me you know how consumed I got in my past relationships. I never put myself first which blinded me to life and many experiences (mentally, socially, and emotionally). After my relationship ended, it gave me the feeling that I lost energy and emotion on the wrong situations and/or people. Where if I had put more of that attention on myself I would have came to this realization a bit sooner, but its never too late. I am a caring, loving, and emotional human but when I demonstrate those characteristics to myself it is a foreign feeling. It is something I will not regret because I am investing in the creation and discovery of myself. Loving myself to the point where I do not feel like I need another half to love me as equally as I love myself. That has to be better than any other feeling that I have felt. I get to discover worth and set standards all over again but not for my current happiness but for the future, no rush! I get to focus on things that essentially will make me a better person now. I get to focus on me, on positivity, on friendships, and so much more! Realizing potential is liberating, it is exciting. Those who stuck around me through it all get to see and experience a side of me that they have been waiting for. What a great way to end a chaotic year. To new beginnings and to freedom.
Kisses and hugs.
Rancis
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
shattered
Broken until we can be one again. Solid.
Shattered we stare,
but when broken can't you see all of the broken pieces?
Can't things get in between the cracks, with such ease?
Don't piercings of the cracks hurt us much more than just a bump to a solid bond?
The question really is, do we remain intact with a solid image of what we are
or do we remain shattered figuring out what we really are?
Shattered we stare,
but when broken can't you see all of the broken pieces?
Can't things get in between the cracks, with such ease?
Don't piercings of the cracks hurt us much more than just a bump to a solid bond?
The question really is, do we remain intact with a solid image of what we are
or do we remain shattered figuring out what we really are?
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Moving On
I know I haven't been committed to this as I thought I would be, but I still struggle with procrastination! This post was inspired by someone who opened my eyes.. I was a shoulder to this person and realized how blind one can be when "inlove"...
For starters we may all define love with different words and experiences. But hopefully we can all say its a beautiful emotion, for the most part! Love turns into so many other feelings and emotions that sometimes we may confuse the ACTUAL stage of love. Love can take us to an obsessive, addictive place of mind. And which by far seems to be the most common place for my age group. Love should always remain HEALTHY overall, both mentally and physically. People change and sometimes we think that we should stay there just because we "can't" move on or the person will change. Whenever your in a relationship and you do not feel like you are getting the same in return, and communication is getting you no where? MOVE ON. We don't really realize or care sometimes how much a person that does not deserve ones self consumes our minds. Moving on can seem like the hardest thing when your going through it, I'm a female and just like many others I know! But I also can say its possible! No female deserves to be talked down on, or abused in any other way. There may be things that tie you down to the person but at one point you have to look past that. Don't get stepped on, get up dust yourself off and strut away with a head high! You have nothing to lose but the person that keeps bringing you down. You deserve what is best for you, and this can be a challenge. You are beautiful and you deserve the King of your dreams Queen. Giving chance after chance gets old, and men will take you for granted if you keep showing your weakness to them. You have your whole life ahead!
I hope this helps at least one person move on. Kisses and hugs !
For starters we may all define love with different words and experiences. But hopefully we can all say its a beautiful emotion, for the most part! Love turns into so many other feelings and emotions that sometimes we may confuse the ACTUAL stage of love. Love can take us to an obsessive, addictive place of mind. And which by far seems to be the most common place for my age group. Love should always remain HEALTHY overall, both mentally and physically. People change and sometimes we think that we should stay there just because we "can't" move on or the person will change. Whenever your in a relationship and you do not feel like you are getting the same in return, and communication is getting you no where? MOVE ON. We don't really realize or care sometimes how much a person that does not deserve ones self consumes our minds. Moving on can seem like the hardest thing when your going through it, I'm a female and just like many others I know! But I also can say its possible! No female deserves to be talked down on, or abused in any other way. There may be things that tie you down to the person but at one point you have to look past that. Don't get stepped on, get up dust yourself off and strut away with a head high! You have nothing to lose but the person that keeps bringing you down. You deserve what is best for you, and this can be a challenge. You are beautiful and you deserve the King of your dreams Queen. Giving chance after chance gets old, and men will take you for granted if you keep showing your weakness to them. You have your whole life ahead!
I hope this helps at least one person move on. Kisses and hugs !
Monday, January 14, 2013
The reason behind this
I must admit this is something I have been wanting to do for awhile now, but always found an excuse to procrastinate! No more of that, this new year shall be my motivation! I will conquer my fears, one fear at a time. I guess my fear in blogging was not finding something interesting enough to keep people interested BUT I'm in this for so many other reasons now! Changing one persons frown will make this worth it. I watched a video earlier today by a Queen of the name Alex, made me lift my chin up like it has never been lifted before. The video was about being a Queen, and how she got to where she is mentally. It really hit me because she mentions she wasn't always like the way she is now, that right there was an opportunity for me. So many lights flashed in my mind, and I realized I am ready. You see, I am in that weary state of mind and I am SO ready to get out. So for the most part I will be blogging about my journey but I have a feeling this will become something greater! There are so many things I am into I am sure it will keep you guys wanting to read, and I also think I will accept topic request!
Overall, I would like Queens of all ages to feel like we all share similar struggles, insecurities, boy problems, likes, and all that good stuff and get through it. I will write my heart away.
My mind does tend to jump around a lot SO fasten your seat belts! Queens lets get ready to shine !
xo - Rancis.
Overall, I would like Queens of all ages to feel like we all share similar struggles, insecurities, boy problems, likes, and all that good stuff and get through it. I will write my heart away.
My mind does tend to jump around a lot SO fasten your seat belts! Queens lets get ready to shine !
xo - Rancis.
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